Finally caught up a time to blog and UPDATE! punchmehardplease!
so much requests from my fella friends : HOI UPDATE YOUR BLOG LAH!
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT,here i am. hohoho!
well, spm had ended last thursday. feel so blessed that i had finally gone through the another stage of my life. God did help me, guide me all the way long. I was embarrassed to say that i had last minute revision for my physics , there's only one reason why i don't revise it oftenly - i don't like it. but i still have to read it,right? It was a frustrating and struggling night before physics paper that day, i couldnt sleep at all. i tried burning the midnight oil and tried to catch up everything as much as i could,but.. it's not working at all..in my BRAIN! I get nervous and cried. Feeling that my brain was..empty with physic stuffs. I even seek for help from Kelvin,hope he could help me. He did gave some advices to me, but the feeling in me ..feeling anxious was still there. He call me to go get some sleep, but i refused. I wasn't scared how hard the questions would be. I was scared i can't do any question of it. Feel like dying that day. Bad night! HORRIBLE night! I rolled on the bed for two hours long without a good sleep. then i woke up at 4am, tried to study again. Around 6am, i started to calm myself down and try to read what i could. thanks God ,my brain starts to function again! I prayed to God ,hope that i could do all questions. Thanks God again, he helped me. God is a male right ?i guess. I have done my physics paper well. Actually my brain wasn't really empty.. it was just some kind of things that want to interrupt your mind and feelings.
My advice to readers who are quite lazy to read or not interested in certain subjects or what:
I advice you not to get panicked , try to do something other than studying which can calm yourself down. maybe it's kinda hard to do that but you have to! Else you are really 'dying' .. My tuition teacher once told us : The way to sit on an examination wasn't depend on what you read last night or last week, it depends on how much to pay attention ,how much to pay your efforts within few years. Dont get regret if you still have time. Dont cry either! it's just wasting your precious time. There's no time to read every single notes. Read short notes and questions with answers before exam,not the day before. It helped sometimes. Good luck!
Finally...got to sit in front of the screen and get my blogging mood ON. imma lazy bug lol.
Its a month after SPM, things going where they suppose to be. I got my part time job, working at the office. In case you wanna know more about my job, continue reading the Q&As please. Else, just skip this part. Thank you.
How do you find the job?
Well, i got offered by my mum's friend who is working as an accountant in the finance department of a company.
What do you work as?
I am the temporary assistant in finance department.
What do you do there?
I do random stuffs, key in systems,send emails, file up documents, calculating, do checking, paper jobs and more.
Do you know about accounts? how u help with that?
No i dont. i remembered i once learn about debit and credit in form 3, KH subject. I learning bit by bit from there, so i could help on some easy, minor journals.
How's your working environment and colleagues?
The company just shifted here few months ago, so it was all new. Everyone is friendly and funny here, was out of my expectations.
Any words to say about your first part time job after high school?
It was like living in an adult world already. new experience but i still prefer studying ..first. hahaha. thanks for the one who offer me such a good job. thankyou :)
In school, it's not about studies only but relations between friends and you.
Friends are way too important in our life. There's one video on youtube had wakens up my mind more about friendships and schools. watch! it's worth it. :)
Yee Mun, Me and Denice (left to right) ignore the front one , Mar Bei Bei :P juz kiddin
I love u girls ,miss you all. :( Didnt got a chance to take photo with other friends, because they are still dealing with SP paper. ya, we left the examination hall earlier.
Well, I have just finished my exhausting three weeks trials exam. I could barely sleep every night during exam weeks. Feeling anxious on the every single day, even now. Still don't understand why we have to have such pressure in life just because of an exam paper, for future i guess. Score in exam, you will get better future? It could be a YES or NO. It depends how you live through everything.
Admit it, I acted cute lawls. Who doesn't wish to be cute? hahaha *slap*
Composition of studying and relaxing should be adjusted, for like 90% study,10% relax ? God bless!
I don't care, i wanna relax for few days first or plan an outing with friends and enjoy to the max.
My study table was never enough spaces for me,especially during the exam weeks. i could probably go find another table or maybe on the bed - - bad habit.
My dad once told that he was also hesitating the reason why we live in
this life. what is the purpose? there will never be an accurate answer.
But for me, my life is my happiness.
We live through ups and downs for a reason but i don't know what is it. As long as you live happy and healthy, then there's nothing to be complain about life right? except exams ! just kidding hahaha. stress out.
Do you think about future? i always think a lot bout it. How would it be in future? Seems that no one knows. I sometimes get afraid on my on future. How would it be if it doesnt came the same like we imagined and wished for ? But my mum told me that there's nothing to be afraid and just move on the every right steps you should take. I shouldn't be afraid on my future because my future in on my hand,right? future in your hand..reminds me to celcom. okay,random enough.
Appreciate life, love life, fulfill life, care life. " But if i let you go..i will never know,what my life would be holding you close to me.." Current listening If i let you go- Westlife ,still an old love song. :D
ps: my blog my story, my thoughts and feeling to be expressed. Don't judge me please :D
We bought tickets for the river cruise first and decide to get back to the Muzium Samudera later .
River Cruise :)
Paintings on the wall along the river.
Big lizard.
The river was smelly and dirty :/ but nice scenery.
View during the boat ride.
Wall of defence.
Jetty.
The cruise ride was nice. Damn hot that day.
Next, Muzium Kastam.
investigating those cool stuff used by the oldies.
hahaha cute boyfie
Get back to this big ship :)
UP UP UP ! xD
Treasure box
Mum & sis
Sis & I
What happened to her?! hahaha.
There's a movie shooting there. Hindi movie i guess :D The actress is so pretty.
Every journey starts with the first step.
Climb to the A formosa fort ! Baxia!
Finally reached! It is really a difficult task for me hahaha
The Christ Church .
Then back to Jonker street, it's like petaling street ! aweeeesome! :D clothes, foods and stuffs! Bring a plastic fans there because of the giant spotlight , i meant the hot sun :(
I'm a short knowledge girl. I dont know who's this guy. He's Datuk Gan Boon Leong, the Father of Bodybuilder in Malaysia. We're muscular too !
