Changed.

Listen this song,it melts my heart. I wanna watch Breaking Dawn so badly :(

I am a naughty and stubborn kid when i was young. I always offend my parents, against their words. I admitted that i hate it whenever my parents scolded me especially my mum. I guess in this whole wide world, parents had the responsibilities to teach and instill good kid in a family. But mum is the one who always spit out word earlier before dad. I just thought that my mum just so annoying and keep on blablabla in such a small mistakes. I would just give a black face and go upstairs with a loud bang on the door. Crying under my blanket and vent out my anger is all i do after that. I wish my mum would come to comfort me, she will but not always.  I am a bad tempered person. I think i am right and they're wrong. Thinking why they just care so much ? At that moment, i started to think. Everything happens for a reason right ?I started to think about them. I started to think on their sides. I started to feel that everything will be solved if I really did mistakes then just apologize. If you think you're right, then go tell them. Our world haven't invent such technology that we can see other people's thoughts up on their heads. They wouldn't know until you tell them. That's what i thought. The sense of hate had just faded away.

Don't know since when, i started to have a friendly talk with my mum, telling everything that happened after school, who i met, what i heard, what i saw. She's willing to listen deep in my heart. And that's a good thing. I always sit down and listen patiently every single word from my mum. I guess this is called toleration.  Every parents loved their children, it's just how to communicate and tighten the bonds between this relationship. I even asked why i been cane so much when i was young. I still have much memories of my childhood. I was locked outside of my house before because i didnt get an A for my chinese test at the age of 7. Terrible? Cruel ? For now, i don't think so. Maybe I'm the first child in the family and my parents putting big hope on me. That's not wrong right? Who's parents not hoping their child to be success , NO? that's kinda impossible. Well , i felt that i had changed and my parents too. I'm not saying that my parents are threatening me,but just want me to be good. I understand, i really do. Mum changed me.

Automatically, the friendly talk had create trust ,care and love bond between me and my parents. I tell them everything that they should know. I tried to let them trust on me and i shouldn't betray or disappoint them. I am a teenager, i know how it feels. I am a daughter , i know how to be one. hahaha. Kinda emotionally in this post.  Don't cry out if you're reading this post, mummy ! You should be happy to have a daughter like me ! HAHA ! Love you both, dad and mum.

Sky changes color, world changes weather, so as us. :)

It will rain.

Had a great day with mummy yesterday at The Mines. My dad went for a car service and my sister went to work early in the morning. Bought many presents for my lil sis since her birthday is coming soon. Was deciding to take that day as window shopping day but ended up with big and small bags back home :D Thank you mummy !

Share my longtimenotposted photos. hahaha

This what i called sisterly love ! <3

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

 # It will rain - Bruno Mars

ps : I miss hanging out with you,faster back! D: ( He went back hometown to have his motor license. )

HSMT.

Happy six months together sweetheart ! :D May this relationship long lasting. <3

I...

I was thinking what to blog earlier,but i guess there's just few photos for today :/

I smiled in front of the camera.

I acted like ninjas.

I had my dontknowwhatpose. LOL

I was checking on Sean's blog just now, watched this inspiring video. Share your love to people around you or else they really dont know your love ! :D

Dream big.

My dream. Paris, France.

I'm using iGoogle recently. Chose a nice theme and realize the theme changes as time goes by daily.

so cool ! :D 

11.25 am

6.23 pm

10.27 pm

ps: i love this theme on my new search engine :)
pss: random post on 11202011!

Heal+ing

Yes, my back is starting to heal . I went to see chinese traditional shi fu to catch the "snake" on my back last night since many of my friends call me to do so. I wasn't nervous or scared just hoping it cure soon. I went there i sat on a chair. Uncle heated up a brown liquid (medicine) in a bowl then used dontknowwhatthing dipped with the medicine and put it on my fluid-filled pox, i called it. It wasn't so hot at first, it gave me a comfortable feeling after he put the heat because it's itchy ! then it becomes hotter ,ouch ! my mum was beside me holding my shirt " Ah ! pain !" i finally spoke out a word. after that uncle gave me few pills and medicine to put on my back.He said the "snake" is starting to grow but it's growing in slow motion. I feel much better after the treatment, i feel.. not tight on my waist. it's like something tightening my waist before. I cant eat meat,just plain rice and more vege. That's a torture!  Well, now my back is slightly painful but still fine. 

I'm fine :)

ps: touched on my friends concern,they even texted and phoned me. thank you.love you all !

Shingles?

I went school today for report card day with my dad and sis, it wasnt like before. there's no nervous feeling at all,maybe coz i knew my results earlier :) my position is so not stable, get 3rd in class and 39th in 503 form 4 students. i believe that i still can improve more than that ! congrats to my dar who stands 12 place in front of me, he's great ! Hope i can go to the first class next year .

 I always love Christmas day more than Chinese New Year although can get lots of angpau,dont know why,maybe i just love the feeling of joy and ...all of it! But i guess i'm not gonna be celebrating with my dar and my friends this year :(

There's a terrifying thing that happened on me since few days ago. A disease. Shingles, it called. 生蛇 sheng she in chinese.

I realize it when i was having shower then i feel rashes on my back on last Monday. then i called my mum to see it what is it. It's like bubble filled with water inside, it's small and stick together in one part of my back. It's like a picture of a snake. I didnt decide to post out a picture of my back cause it may look disgusting to you . It didnt came up seriously but my dad brought me to clinic yesterday. Doctor gave me some pills and cream . If it affect other part of my body , then it means it gets more serious and probably will die. She also said that i maybe ate too much poisonous food like seafoods and stress ( i guess is for the final examination). I'm scared but i try not to, i didnt even have a good night sleep yesterday. Now, i am still okay but little pain over the area of my back. Hope i will get well soon ! :)

ps: 280th post !

Blekk !

BLEKK !

look familiar for this cute face emotion ? It's Wes (WongFuProduction) drawing on the bottle cap in 依然爱你 music video ：）click here. skip to 4.45 if you wanna see Wes draw this.

And i also drew one on the stick pad and had it sticked on my room wall xP
guess i gonna stick it on my blog wall too ! :D

Went Sunway Piramid with friends last tuesday. We went there with rented van for the first time and played skating except me ,due to my mum's advice that it is dangerous for the first time to play this.

Shot from outside . <3

Everyone skated smoothly after few hours practicing  :)

fuyoh ! too bad they are not couple YET !xD

 ate lunch at WongKokCharChanTeng :D

We also celebrated Elaine's birthday (a month earlier before her exact birth date) through a surprise party !it was a great success :D

Photo of the day :D

The ribbon.

Elaine phoned me yesterday and called us to help on her sister's assignment. Capturing photos and convert it to a video. We had much fun yesterday although some of them cant make it there. But everything went fine :)

The story of this short film is about a girl named Amanda. She's a girl who always no confidence on herself. Her friends gave her a present - ribbon but she refused to accept it.Her friends encouraged and gave her compliment. She went celebrated her birthday with her friends and had much fun. She realise that she dropped the ribbon in the car when she looked herself in the mirror .Then Amanda found out that confidence is the key of being beautiful . I just briefly describe the story but maybe the story i describe not going as they were. Haha enjoy it :)

ps: checked my final test results on net. Q^Q it was fine and need lots of improve :) Good luck Pinky !

Triple 11.

11 things i would like to say on 11.11.11 .

1. I am grateful to be alive at this moment.
2. I am grateful to have a happy and healthy family.
3. I am grateful to have a lovely boyfriend and all my funny friends.
4. I wish our dreams may achieve in the best way.
5. I wish every SPM candidates good luck .
6. I am grateful to have everything that i owned right now.
7. I will never regret to have,meet and experience anything in my life.
8. I wish everyone will have a blast today ,tomorrow and the rest of the days.
9. Everything will be fine,you can do it. Take it easy. Believe in yourselves.
10. I hope anyone who read this post will post out 11 things you would like to say today and give me the link where u posted or comment below, so that i can read yours too :)
11. I love you all so much more than you thought <3 *HUG*

ps: Give me a like for this post if you like it,thanks  :)

Mine.

Cause baby you are mine mine :)

Maybe Jay Chou's slow songs much nicer for me . <3

Orange in colour.

LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH LOVE.

mua roticanai face.

little pulling force,end up like that ?!

dare to POSE,dare to POST !

ps:random shot hee :D

Kita Satu Malaysia.

A late Merdeka post :D

it's Geng Liang singing Satu Malaysia , he learned at kindergarten :)

YIPEE!

EXAM'S OVER! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :D

FEEL SO SICK TODAY, HEAT IN THE BODY, FEVER I GUESS :( BUT I WILL BE FINEEE! NO WORRIES! GOING OUT NOW WITH FRIEND, WISH ME LUCK TO GET A PART TIME JOB :) YEA, DECIDING TO WORK. CIAOO !

 OHH! CHECK THE VIDEO I POSTED TOO! SUBSCRIBE HIM TOO :D

PS: IT'S FRIDAY FRIDAY, GOTTA GET DOWN ON FRIDAY! :D