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Friday, April 23, 2010

BEEEP!!

YO! PEOPLE! MISS ME?

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okay okay, you can scold me for not updating :(

kinda busy these few weeks..projects!homeworks!exams!
currently sitting on OPEN BOOK TEST :)
we may are the ONLY ONE who are having exam now : /


Loving Kit Kat !

bad news!
my dad reformatted the laptop without telling!
or maybe if he tell me earlier, maybe he will leave a copy for my things..photos,songs and projects! :(
okay,now had reformatted and changed to Windows 7.
no backups ..nothing! need to do all over again the history and geography project TT
argh!! :'(


Today had known our class Mac test ranking..
i get 14th in class :) didn't expect i still in top 15. gambateh pinky! :D
All the best to all of u! :D

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

my fault ..

gossh!!
damn bored~ ><
dun know what to post..~

these a few days, i keep rubbing my eyes, it feels very itchy..
i look it in my mirror, and i found that my right eye was swollen!!


it's swollen at the edge of my right eye T-T

I'm not allergic any foods..
maybe is using my dirty fingers to rub my eye, so it becomes swollen =C


Friday, September 11, 2009

whoa!

i'm finally back.
it's been a long time didn't update my blogg..
my sis is sitting primary government test UPSR.
started on 8th september till 10th september.
wishes her all the best!go get a better result than me! xD

UPSR. 
i still can remember all of it. =]
it doesn't hard as u think, right?
when u reach secondary school, UPSR is already useless..

recently many holidays, here holiday, there holiday~
Hari Raya is coming soon too..
later then final exams!
teacher said going to have a streaming again..
included all form 2 students..zz

school's going fine as usual.
yesterday.
during Bm period.
Puan Shakiroh said we need to hang in homework.
what?!?! did she just said it yesterday?? how come i never mention?
oh gosh!
all most all of the class students stand up (those who didnt hang in homeworks)
karkar and yeeyin have passed up.
this moment , i saw the three discipline teachers with a cane on their hands coming through.
i have a bad thinking.
they came in and asked my teacher why we are standing up..
Sir William asked permission from my teacher to punish us.
Puan Shakiroh agreed!! gosh!
he caned us..on our hand.
My first time being cane!!!!in secondary school..
for so many years!!!
i seldom being caned  while nor kindergarten neither primary school?!?!
T^T
my hand is still a little pain right now..><
cheeren was caught for he's hair..
kaishen was caught to the discipline room for his long nails =.=
bad day larh! >~<


♥ Ms.Pinky

Sunday, August 23, 2009

*blank*



school holidays had started.
being bored at home.
didnt went out for fun.
mum not allowed me to be out of the house, bcause of influenza A ==
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cried last tuesday. T^T
who made me cried? my dad.
sometimes i just dont know why he treat me so bad.
i know i'm a stubborn girl at home and didnt hear my parents words.
always ignore them when they call me to do something.
did every kids at home was like that too?? ...

back to the point.
it was my sister!! she always late shower.
even having a nap , she's still wearing on a dirty school uniform!
after being scolded by my mum then she only will satisfy..

same situation..
it was around 4 o'clock in the afternoon.
i was playing steps online dancing game.
she was at my beside watching me playing the game.
before one hour, i have already scolded her to get a shower.
"nowadays H1N1 is very serious, you know? and you just came back from school.
can you just go get a shower? later you want to be scolded by mum? remind you now! faster go shower!!!! u wont bored to be scolded everyday for just a silly thing??argh! ;O"


GOOD THING!! she ignoring me!!
why does those younger ones didnt listen to elders!!!
so hard to be a sister!

later then, my mum came upstairs to scold her.
in my family, my dad and my sis is a very close "friends"
so my mum called my dad to advice my sis.
my dad came in to my room and saw we two at the room.
one playing, one watching.
.....
He scolded ME!!!!
"why are you there playing there? u are attracting your sister watching you playing!!
Jayne, go shower now..(jayne=my sis)"
OMG~ what is he talking?
HE IS BLAMING ME!!!! GOSH!
i really get mad coz he was scolding me like that!
then i answer back my dad!
"I AM INNOCENT OK?? YOU ARE HERE BLAMING ME BUT NOT SCOLDING HER??? I GOT CALL HER TO GO SHOWER, BUT SHE IGNORE ME! "

my dad went downstairs..
my mum shout " DONT QUARREL WITH YOUR DAD,HE'S ALSO YOUR OWN DAD, RESPECT HIM!"
okay!fine!
I closed the door with a huge "bang" sound..
turn off the computer with just switching off the switch.
Pinky cried.
lying on the bed.
hugging the big spongebob squarepants doll.

my mind was really confused.
dont know what to do.
i know the best way to release those madness..
CRY!
yea..cry will help me get better.
i was thinking why my dad love my sis more than me?
it is always like this.
having dinner..he will asked my sis
"that thing looks delicious.want to try some?"
he never ask me.

haiz..i have used to be treaten like that..
my mum wont like that.
sometimes i asked my mum why my dad so eccentric.
my mum will said " he is not eccentric, he just think you are already grown up and knows everything. about the younger ones need to care more than the elders.hope u understand.."
T_______________________________________________________T


what life is this??????
what kind of life challenge is this??????


♥ Pinky

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

H1N1

ATTENTION!! to all SMKBBSL's students:

school will be closed starting 12.8.09(Wed) so 17.8.09(Mon) because of H1N1.
schooling will be start on 18.8.09 (Tue).
prove >> SMKBBSL

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finally, school is closed.i am not hoping for holidays!
i was just caring for my own health~ speaking bout health..
drink more water and care of ur own cleanliness~
dont go hangouts nowadays~

our school principal was very stubborn and didnt care about us..
see what happen now? even more students was infected!!
our school also have a gossip blog~
it is all about SMKBBSL and complain everything that are bad.
GOSSIP ABOUT SMKBBSL


~take care guys~
=life is just once=




♥ Pinky

Friday, July 31, 2009

bad day ><

we,KRK students was been scolded by our school headmistress.
oh god~ what a bad thing!
it is about the saturday's school tuition..
headmistress was very mad for our attendance..
i think there's only a quarter of my class attend on saturday.
i didnt made to come that day coz of having other tuitions.
those who attends the tuition class on saturday can go back to class..
left us here sitting at the school assembly hall..><

teacher asked that who has any reason for "ponteng" the class, pls raise up hands.
yeemun was the first to raise her hand..then joee~
after that..even more students raise up their hands..so do i~
we( yeemun,karkar,yeeyin,yiekwan,me,jianzong,daryl,cheehaw and yujuin) are in the same bot..
same tuition centre.
the sad thing was, yeemun are the only one who explain to the teacher.
i was sitting at the back there..and i was not daring to shout out like that..
sorry yeemun T^T

the teacher didnt accept our explaination, she tot it was a stupid "alasan"..
she said that outside tuition can be changed to another day..but school doesnt..==
for me, school tuition is useless lah! cant learn anything..just give u a exercise to do then go home..
"teacher travelled so far for giving you extra tuition class, but only a few of students attend..."
okay, this i know is our wrong but we have a good reason for you..
how if no transport to school ? how if have family problems?><

we were punished for sitting at the assembly hall for around an hour , listening the teacher advice us..zzz WHAT A BAD DAY!



♥ Pinky

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

A-L-W-A-Y-S T-O-G-E-T-H-E-R

today 15th of July Wednesday..
today the CLASS STREAMING DAY..
today the day of sadness..

yee shian helped us. she get straight A's and 2K was the best class.
although sitting in my own class, the whole scene in class was.......
......different.....
every time i turned and look to my right..
i saw ...best friends chatting,playing...
now, left kelvin sitting there..
cheeren, derek, kianlim was there..
where are you delcan?jason? daryl?
WHERE R U GUYS?? i miss you T.T


while teacher was teaching at the front..
the whole class was in a silent..
if teacher's ask questions, 2L's students answered..
WHAT THING WAS MISSING?
The voice..those laughter..

to my gang and other friends..
hope you all can promise me one thing..
promise me that we will be always together~
would you guys promise me?


Pinky

Saturday, July 11, 2009

the last day in 2K

our plan has failed..
going to streaming on monday..
goodbye 2K..




gonna miss cik durrah's class..






miss you guys..T-T


♥ Pinky

Thursday, July 9, 2009

this kind of feeling..



the day has come..
the day has come to the last day of being in 2K..
the last day in 2K..*sob*

this kind of feeling hard to describe..
maybe some people will think that
"change class only mah,what's the problem?"
this kind of feeling was really hurt..seriously hurt..


feeling like lost something that is very precious, important to you..
heart was broke to pieces..trying to heal it..but there's scars that you cant heal with~

this feeling i haven tried before..
it reminds me to my primary graduation day..
tears flow on your cheeks..it was very terrible feeling..

i was thinking what was i my mind trying to say..
i care about those laughter? those friendship ? those happiness?
yes!! i do care those..!!YES I DO!!

hope this was just a nightmare..
let it go~
lee ping !just let it go!!

♥ Pinky

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

i love you..dont go away..



mid-term exam results had known..
we are going to separate to different classes by comparing results between 2K and 2L..
2L was fixed as the best class for all form 2 classes..
for those who get A's in Mathematics and science are going to 2L..
so do i..>< style="font-weight: bold;" size="4">cool!
2k is extremely fun!2k rocks! 2k is the BEST!!!
now and forever...

i love all of my friends in my class..my gang...
hoping teacher change mind ..
i have a lot of fun in 2K..
2K is like a happy garden..where happy memories gathered~the place where friendship begin..

I

YOU


♥ Pinky

Friday, July 3, 2009

fever!

yesterday went to my aunt shop to meet my cousin..
he just came here for working[?](maybe...)
he doesnt change a lot..
still that old face~

back home at 10pm..
cant sleep well that might..my whole body was "broken"
cant move cause of pain~><

today morning was so tired..zzz
and i doesnt want to jump out of my bed~
.....................
i was ill..FEVER~
LOL!!

at that moment, i didnt seem nervous =.="
doing as usual..
after having breakfast,i took a pil of penadol to eat..
my mum ask for the reason taking medicine~

that time, i realized that i have almost all features of H1N1!!!!
FEVER! COUGH! COLD! TIRED! PAIN! GOD!!
i still feeling okay that time..so i went to school~
my mum was going to bring me to a doctor after school..

i told my classmates that i was fever..
everyone was talking about bla bla bla~
"why u came to school, you know that virus will infect us onot?!?"
"why u come to school?"
"the whole school students will having holiday for a week..yeah!"
everyone was buzzing about H1N1..included ME!><

going very well at school..'
feeling better now~.. didnt see doctor yet..~just eaten penadol again..
i am okay!! nth to worry about ..k?

tomorrow i am going to my primary school..coz my young sis need to take results~
going to school too..painting ! this time sure perfect~ coz Cik Durrah(class teacher )is joining too =]


take care guys~
love you all~




♥ Pinky

Friday, June 26, 2009

Michael Jackson has left the world


Michael Jackson was pronounced dead today after paramedics found him in a coma at his Holmby Hills mansion.
The circumstances of Jackson's death remain unclear. Law enforcement sources said that LAPD robbery-homicide detectives have opened an investigation into the death, though they stressed there was no evidence of criminal wrongdoing. The detectives plan to interview relatives, friends and Jackson's doctors to try to figure out what happened. The L.A. County coroner's office will determine a cause of death.



Michael Joseph Jackson was an American recording artist and entertainer. The seventh child of the Jackson family, he debuted on the professional music scene at the age of 11 as a member of Jackson 5 and began a solo career in 1971 while still a member of the group. Referred to as the "King Of Pop" in subsequent years, four of his solo studio albums are among the world's best-selling records: Off the wall (1979), Bad(1987), Dangerous(1991) and HIStory (1995), while his 1982 Thriller is the world's best-selling record of all time.

In the early 1980s, he became a dominant figure in popular music and the first African-American entertainer to amass a strong crossover following on MTV. The popularity of his music video airing on MTV, such as " Beat it", " Billie Jean" and Thriller—credited for transforming the music video into an art form and a promotional tool—helped bring the relatively new channel to fame. Videos such as " Black and white" and
" Scream " made Jackson an enduring staple on MTV in the 1990s. With stage performances and music videos, Jackson popularized a number of physically complicated dance techniques, such as the robot and the moonwalk. His distinctive musical sound and vocal style influenced many hip hop, pop artists.

One of the few artists to have been inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame twice, his other achievements include multiple Guinness World Record—including one for "Most Successful Entertainer of All Time"—13 Grammy awards 13 number one singles in his solo career—more than any other male artist in the Hot 100 era. Jackson's highly publicized personal life, coupled with his successful career, made him a part of popular cultures for almost four decades. Michael Jackson died of cardiac arrest on June 25, 2009, aged 50.



♥ Pinky

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

sob...

27th december..
the day to take results..
very nervous at first..
the bad thing is m,y dad and mum are NOT going to take my results!!
my aunt is going to take..T.T
why my parents are always cant attend on my final report day???
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looking at my school..
felt like"welcome home sweet home"!!!
hoping my friends have arrive..
when i arrive elaine and yee mun was there..
yie kwan had get back to Singapore..
maybe a trip there..
so her dad came to take her results..
after a while ronica came with her family..
ronica get the 9th in class..
happy she!!
i saw her almost cried!!
next is elaine..
elaine get the 14th in class
not bad elaine !!
yie kwan get the 4th!!
she was like the best..
no..is BRILIANT!!
we are happy for her
and me..
get the 11th..T.T
at the mid-term test..
i get 13th and ronica get 12th..
it was just close one number..
but now..
what i have done that a person had came betwwen us and that person get 10th???
argh!!
i am too poor for that..
i better work harder next year..
sob..
my mum also disapointed with my results..
she just keep scolding after i came back home
my aunt just say one word..
"not bad"
haiz..
good news is everyone in 1k are going to2K next year!!
moring section!!!
yay~^^


x Pinky x

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

sob......

a day over a day..
just cant wait till the day of 5th January..
it is the first day of school and also my 14th birthday~
really excited?!?!
missing all my friends!!
Elaine's birthday is around the corner..
had bought her a present..
the good news is..
we decide to celebrate her bday at mid valley on 18th December..^^
and the bad news is..
yie kwan cant attend..T-T
and i have not much money to go!!!==
just have the only 20 ringgit..
maybe thats for lunch with them..
"sob"..

Friday, December 5, 2008

hacked...

really sad right now..
coz steven shi sent a virus link to me~
i am a stupid girl..u know it..
juz a click on the link..
it came out all conversation..and then HANG!!!
sob..
dunno what's next..
no one can help..
so i cant play msn with u guys right now..
maybe..forever?!?!
"confuse"...T-T
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